stories and story more
I sit at my desk. The teacher is up front, lecturing. Unfortunately, I do not hear a word he says. Something about Mass media, but I have no idea, because I am too busy running from the bad guys. They are shooting at me as we run down the damp and lonely alley. No one comes out to help me. The tenants ignore the gunshots in the night. Too afraid that they may be caught in the crossfire. I try to shoot back, but I am out of ammo. I throw my gun down, what use is it to me now. Bullets soar pass me, aimed for my head, but I am unharmed.
Still running through the alley. My pursuers are slowing down as the teacher introduces blogs and gobbledygook. They pulled out their tattoo guns and shot ink at me. Such information is useless to me now, unless I can “gobbledygook” my way out of here. They cannot catch me. I never get tired and I never slow down.
Class is out.
Dang my ADD. I can’t seem to concentrate in class anymore. All I can think of is my stories. It has gotten so bad that my grades have been slipping and when it comes to me writing out these stories, I just don’t have time.
At least I know I want to be now.
I love my son. He is the best thing I have ever done in my life. I love his little finger, his little toes, his little nose… I love everything about him. I feel bad that I can’t give him everything he deserves. Nolan and I only work minimum wage jobs. We are in so much debt, it is hard to keep up with our bills.
I love my little boy, but there are times I wish we had waited to have children, mainly so that we would be more financially stable. I keep telling Nolan to hurry up and graduate so he could get a better job. I would like to have more children, but I don’t want to do it just on minimum wages. Also, if we were to have more kids, I would love to be able to stay home with them.
I do love Logan and although I do wish we had waited, I am so glad I have him in my life. I mainly want to be more financially stable for him. As I said, I want to give him everything. Clothes. Toys. Anything he wants.
Luckily Alexa already has a couple of kids, a boy and a girl. No matter what Logan had turned out to be, we would have clothes for either gender. Thanks to Alexa already having kids, we have toys and clothes and some other necessities for him, but I don’t want Logan just to have hand-me-downs.
I missed out on trying such things for him as others did for their babies. I always receive “It’s a Boy/Girl” cards with professional photos of the children when they were so young. Nolan and I didn’t have the money to have professional photos of Logan taken.
I wish I could have done more for Logan. Maybe things will get better for us and I can give my son everything.
QuickBooks and Excel at the office
All of the QuickBooks programs were ordered last week before I left. They told me I would need the Microsoft Excel certification and training course that I was going to take but hadn’t yet since the the other QuickBooks class training provider was in town.